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by Pearl Tottenham

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1.
self image 03:04
Undoing changes I started making when I decided who I am is not good enough for presentation to the public in the face of secondary education all along with its shortcomings, most of which I will admit fell on the social side of things due to all my nervous thinking and the way I oh so desperately want to be liked while I hide shy past is patterned people pleasing failed to notice I was on the outside looking in on an image of perfection now glass is shattered and I walk home barefoot in the rain just so I can talk to myself and finally ask her what the hell it is shes really like while I hide shy and I will fail you just you see no I am not what you want me to be like no I hide shy
2.
snapshot 03:10
I care too much to ask you to stay though I'll miss your touch every day the tide goes in and out I can't be here right now bloodstains and heartbreak time is what it will take to turn around and walk the other way and be okay pointing out I have a pinkish hue you closed the door and left me deep dark blue take pictures from their place save them for better days bloodstains and heartbreak time is what it will take to turn around and walk the other way bloodstains and heartbreak time is what it will take to turn around and walk the other way and be okay and be okay and be okay and be okay
3.
barred bard 02:45
I hear a barred owl call I'm here for you, I'm here for you and when the mornin' comes, will the clarity too? oh relief you know I long for you but the breaking point seemed overdue highs and lows oh they are normal my highs and lows they push and they pull at the strings that keep me mobile in a world that frightens me so I hear a barred owl call I'm here for you, I'm here for you and when the mornin' comes, will the clarity too? oh relief you know I long for you but the breaking point seemed overdue and oh please tell me I'm not crazy please tell me that you still want me please tell me that I'm not crazy please tell me that you still want me even if you cant do a thing please tell me that you still want me I hear a barred owl call I'm here for you, I'm here for you and when the mornin' comes, will the clarity too? oh relief you know I long for you but the breaking point seemed overdue I hear a barred owl call I'm here for you, I'm here for you and when the mornin' comes, will the clarity too? oh relief you know I long for you.
4.
Blue was my color last time I saw you and you weren't who you said you were, were you? and there is green in between all of the red does it mean that I wish I was the object in your bed?
5.
I don't exist to inspire you I will not accept the label of a muse I have all the same potential that you do so please don't take my voice away by calling me a muse It would surely break my heart if I couldn't be both artist and art 'cause to live inside a framework someone else has made is hard and I am not a character you've written from the start and all the sad truth is I'd love you any way you painted me any way you make believe and all the sad truth is I'd love you any way you painted me any way you make believe I don't exist to inspire you I will not accept the label of a muse I have all the same potential that you do so do not take my voice away by calling me a muse.
6.
There's a fire in my stomach today 'cause once again I witness woman hurt with man to blame it seems by now we are used to pain but nothing can compare to feeling shame won't you please, please, please leave that poor girl alone universe, I swear she didn't do anything that wrong and yet she's left with sticks and stones and nothing more than broken hearts and bones consider this, to feel unsafe out in the world imagine that your cries of wolf all go unheard so you remain silent when you're hurt and live under the weight of others words won't you please, please, please leave that poor girl alone universe, I swear she didn't do anything that wrong and yet she's left with sticks and stones and nothing more than broken hearts and bones He feels entitled to attention based on only his own interest and not a thought inside her head and N O never crossed his mind no how dare she bruise his ego now he will say she wasn't good enough to take home anyway won't you please, please please leave that poor girl alone universe, I swear she didn't do anything that wrong and yet she's left with sticks and stones and nothing more than broken hearts and bones please, please leave that poor girl alone universe, I swear she didn't do anything that wrong and yet she's left with sticks and stones and nothing more than broken hearts and bones please, please leave that poor girl alone universe, I swear she didnt do anything.
7.
I don't have the time to waste on a girl who didn't love me in the first place oh Allison, the game is won you left me bee without a queen there is no love left in this five minute scene oh Allison, the game is done in a dream I am pulling teeth and saying that I've gotta leave I'm sorry no, I'll take it to go this once warm home is filled with ghosts I don't have the time to waste on a girl who didn't love me in the first place oh Allison

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a college bedroom ep

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released June 4, 2019

vocals - Pearl Tottenham
guitar - Pearl Tottenham
bass - Pearl Tottenham
drums - Braydn Kreuger
recording/mixing/mastering - Pearl Tottenham
album art - Pearl Tottenham

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